I'm STILL here.

I'm still here.I'd be lying if I tell you I'm so freaking busy that I have no time to blog at all.Well,to be honest, I was quite free back in November but now I'm too busy to even go for movie let alone blogging since my sis is getting married 2 days later.I just fong fei kei my friend, having promised her that I will go for movie with her.Everyone's talking about avatar.As much as I want to watch it, time just does not allow me to do so.

How's life lately? Great.I get to know someone new ,have a gathering with my relatives and meet old friends.Talking with old friends was great.When was the last time we talked face to face? 2 years ago.The last gathering we had was after getting our SPM results.Well, we did talk over in msn but it's really different when it comes to talk face to face.Everyone changed.Someone become prettier.Someone become thinner and someone become fatter(me).

Did I change a lot?Maybe...maybe not.2 days ago, I added my juniors in facebook.I added her and her little sister.In case you didn't know, I happen to know her bro 1st, then her and finally her sister.Yesterday, we finally get to talk.Initially, she can't recognize me.She even asked her sister and her sister failed to recognize me as well.Both of them failed to recognize me.According to her, I'm more stylish and sophisticated compared to the very last time I met her.I was like "O really?"Well, I didn't know I changed that much.Well, she changed a lot as well.She is prettier, stunning and gorgeous.3months ago, I met her on a cafe but she didn't notice I was there and I made no effort to greet her as well because of a silly reason.She was with a bunch of friends whom I happen to know but...but...I forget their names... LOL...I only remember 2 names..One is hers, another being the sister of my friend.Well, I don't want to be rude to the rest.So, I chose to ignore them and continue my yumcha session with my buddies.Anyway, she is just another close friend.Nothing more.

2 hours ago, one of the closest friend was talking to me.She is a friend that walked through thin and thick with me.You know what?My sis and bro happen to be her two bro's friends.Haha.In other words, Perlis is small that everyone knows each other.Everything spreads so quick.Haha!No PRIVACY MAN!Anyway, back to this friend of mine, she told me the same thing.About how I changed and is now different from what I used to be.Did I?

Be patient , guys.This will be a lengthy post.I just have so much to write and finally have the time to do so.

Currently listening to Ashley Tisdale's How Do You Love Someone.The best song to describe how I feel this very moment.I should probably learn how to love someone.I remember I hurt my ex quite badly when she was trying to be nice and asked to be back together.A month later,all of a sudden, she is dating a guy.Don't know what she was up to but recently we met and have little to say.Did I cross the line and did something awful to her?Maybe.She's probably singing Ashley Tisdale's It's Alright, It's Ok to reply me.

"It's alright, ok.I'm so much better without you!"LOLX.

Ok.Ignore that lame joke.Carmen just told me that she is off to college next week.I was talking to her yesterday when she was busy packing.Good for her.She will be joining HELP and meet Jac there...So carmen, send my regards to Jac ya?A long and lengthy " Jacccccccccccccccccccc" will do.Aw...I miss her soooooooooo much but not that it matters now anyway...Oops.Ignore what I just said.Because Carmen leaving,as a hengtai,I should give her a little present, right? :D

One by one leaving for Uni and college,
I'm envious , happy but not a slight of rage,
Heard your new place will be as good as village,
even though it's no better than living in a cage,
but serenity will surely be the privilege,
still you ought to enjoy your life of your young age.

Not trying to be Shakespeare wannabe,
But I won't forget you so don't worry,
Wishing you well I will definitely be,
Just make sure you enjoy ur life and be happy,
Call me regularly and sms me frequently,
Or I will bite like dog and sting like a bee;
Still writing even though is late night already,
hopefully you will be touched by my ABCDE.


LOLX.It's almost 3am now.I'm off to bed.Lots of works waiting for me tomorrow morning. *sigh*